I was tossing myself to sleep last nite when i suddenly went "Shucks! Im not eighteen no more!". It's my nineteenth birthday today, 5th December 2004. I miss being eighteen leh. Time really flies.

So today we're having a Hari Raya open house over here.."In Our House!"..wahaha, u noe the show..uhh, nvm..So well i dunno if its supposed to be a .."cum Junida's Birthday" or not. I don't see a birthday cake anywhere..or balloons, or party poppers, or candies, or baniadas..wahey, what am i thinking? It's not my nineth bdae..I'm nineteen! so well naturally i like to keep my low profile. i dont like ppl to know it's my birthday. especially now that im nineteen..i feel old..but i love it. i feel more like an adult. no more treating me like a weetle gerl. For my nineteenth birthday, i resolve to be more gorgeous! Hah! I'm getting vain..so i'll just have to work on that. Yes i don't want to cut my hair. Long hair makes me feel grown up. However, i think when i reach 22 or sthg like that i'll style my hair short like Alyssa Milano. Pheeweet! That is of coz if the style is still in..which i doubt. So whatever..

Oh ya speaking of hair. Yesterday i had a nightmare. Yeah fancy having a nightmare on my birthday..In my dream, I bought a hair dye..then i put it on my hair..ya duh..and then it turned out amber red..it's not even nice..it's hideous! It was a real nightmare..daymn im so glad it's just a dream..I was like askin my sis and my mom how it looks and everyone says it's ugly and i looked into the mirror myself and oh my gawd my hair was frizzy and thick and short! Oh dearie. Yeah Jun..it's just a dream..Phew! A vainpot's nightmare..

Yesterday i went out wif my sis to Junction 8. Heard of the sale on selected shops this week so we went there to check it out. I bought some tops..wif my hong bao money what else..im not so loaded u noe..

woops got guests...gotta go!